Took a flight from Sydney Kingsford Smith today..A flight that I talked about for at least 11 mths. The purpose of the holiday was initially to attend Murray's Wedding to Ms K Noble. When I was told the wedding is to be held in Edinburgh, I couldn't resist returning.
I guess now just to go with it and learn what I need to learn.
First impression today was some people really try to make it work. Some are gifted at making it work and some people are just gorgeous inside and out. The couple on the flight (Andy & Alison have two little ones (Brooke 7 & Billy 2) watching the interaction of that family with the playful and sometimes cheeky kids and looking back on my life i realise that I never had that connection with either of my previous two partners. I am definitely missing a key ingredient and hope to find it in the next few years or at least find enough of it to not repeat my previous experiences.
Armoured with a few books, I am hoping to learn what i haven't yet and to experience all that I long for ( a happy family)
The first book for week one is "Finding Life's passion" well lets go then...On my way to Dublin and hopefully finding what I am seeking. and perhas my passion is to find compassion.
Miss my boys and can't wait to hold them again.
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